so you say you'd rather be known for WHAT you do, than WHO you do. well here's the thing:
1. you never HAD done anyone.
2. WHAT you've done is nothing to be proud of
and
3. you're just plain pathetic.
grow. up. and learn how not to use people.
11.04.2009
i know this sounds so cliche but have you ever listened to the old songs of your favorite bands? especailly the acoustic ones? gawd; it brings me to tears. thinking of the time when we were all so nieve. so innocent. no worries. and now a constant cloud of dramatic terror circles us and threatens to break us down without as second thought. no wonder the teenage suicide rate is on the rise. parents trying to conform us to some crazy mold of perfection as an effect of their messed up childhoods. selfish, dont you think? but they do try, really, they do. through all that anger and hatred there's a message: "don't fuck up. like i did. have a good childhood"
that never works though, does it? hence this endless circle of teenagers who drink, do drugs, and spend endless nights doing the prohibited. it's all part of life. we're all impatient and need to know. we have to. just a small experience of forgetting about all of your worries.
okay, now onto something a little more personal. for all of you reading.; which i suspect is a grand total of ZERO, i have a suprise. i'm about to reveal something very personal about me. it tears at me. you know that i'm a vegan. but the truth is, i hate it. do you know how hard it is to want to just eat whatever your heart desires but be limited to endless soy, tofu, and health food? not to mention vegetables and fruit. no brownies. cake. candy. it kills. beyond belief. and here's another confession.: i've tried to stop being vegan. i really have. it's sad, but true. but it's never last more than 10 minutes. i'll try to eat something non-vegan but then i'll feel like a terrible person. beyond terrible. i'll either make myself purge or my body will usually reject it. how DEPRESSING is that? just when you think you have strong beliefs about something: BAM. it switches on you. but that's not to say i dont think it's wrong. i still believe we shouldn't take anything from animals., but imagine someone was like "ohyeah, you know that candy? they killed babies to make it." you can't really accept it because you can't see it. it's like indirect, if you get what i'm getting at. if not, i totally understand. no one is reading this thing, anywho so why does it matter? it's no big.
Listen to these songs by All Time Low:
Remembering Sunday
Jasey Rae (acoustic)
Lullabies
Vegas
They are beautiful songs. i love Alex Gaskarth's music. His old songs, that is. it seems as if him and his band have been taken over by the mainstream. ohwell. another band bites the dust. soon to be a distant memorie. a "coulda woulda shoulda" and overrated assholes.
that never works though, does it? hence this endless circle of teenagers who drink, do drugs, and spend endless nights doing the prohibited. it's all part of life. we're all impatient and need to know. we have to. just a small experience of forgetting about all of your worries.
okay, now onto something a little more personal. for all of you reading.; which i suspect is a grand total of ZERO, i have a suprise. i'm about to reveal something very personal about me. it tears at me. you know that i'm a vegan. but the truth is, i hate it. do you know how hard it is to want to just eat whatever your heart desires but be limited to endless soy, tofu, and health food? not to mention vegetables and fruit. no brownies. cake. candy. it kills. beyond belief. and here's another confession.: i've tried to stop being vegan. i really have. it's sad, but true. but it's never last more than 10 minutes. i'll try to eat something non-vegan but then i'll feel like a terrible person. beyond terrible. i'll either make myself purge or my body will usually reject it. how DEPRESSING is that? just when you think you have strong beliefs about something: BAM. it switches on you. but that's not to say i dont think it's wrong. i still believe we shouldn't take anything from animals., but imagine someone was like "ohyeah, you know that candy? they killed babies to make it." you can't really accept it because you can't see it. it's like indirect, if you get what i'm getting at. if not, i totally understand. no one is reading this thing, anywho so why does it matter? it's no big.
Listen to these songs by All Time Low:
Remembering Sunday
Jasey Rae (acoustic)
Lullabies
Vegas
They are beautiful songs. i love Alex Gaskarth's music. His old songs, that is. it seems as if him and his band have been taken over by the mainstream. ohwell. another band bites the dust. soon to be a distant memorie. a "coulda woulda shoulda" and overrated assholes.
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