so, remember a while ago when i said this blog was postponed? yeah, so much for that. im typing now. and im pissed. im upset. i swear, if i wasnt such a pacifist i wouldfucking try to commit suicide right now. like really? fml. life sucks. i suck, im a terrbile person. how could i have done this? like SERIOUSLY. HOW?!? fuck.,