these words have been running through my head enough times to make anyone besides me. Yet to me they speak out in a way that makes me realize I am not as different as i believe myself to be. I am one of what. 6 billion people? There are so many of us in the world that you really have to do something spectacular to get noticed. a.k.a. changing the world. Which is what i plan to do in the near future. the question? how. How am i supposed to make a big enough impact with my existence that the world will refrain from the violence and war which exists in the world. the violence that people take part in daily. in too many ways to count. some; unwillingly. ever heard of Uganda? Child Soldiers? how about domestic abuse? How about just cruelty of a single person towards another induvidual. a single phrase can cause someone to breakdown and cry. what would you think if you realized that the person who caused this is you? I feel like this all the time. I cause drama and i do not understand how.
but enough with my ranting. back to the reason i decided to write on this dreary; bleak; start of a hopefully memorable spring break.
if you do not already know; ALL TIME LOW is my all time favorite band. And they have just pre-released a new song. Weightless. It is off their new album "Nothing Personal". I do believe it could be pure gold. The way that their songs are composed just tugs at your heart. I don't actually know why i am in love with them so much. but i am. i really dislike all that rap music. It annoys me. wait; rewind . It doesnt acutally straight-up annoy me. It just... i dont have words for it. For once I am a speechless blob. To tell you the truth; i have been speechless more than once in this past week. i am without the ability to put words to lip and speak them through this speech-impediment infested; accent occupied; fast talking; mouth.
well i am delighted that spring break is here. i have many plans to fulfill. what are those plans, you ask?
1. baking 15 loaves of bread for a science project
2. soccer practice.
3. sleepovers
4. intoxicants; hookahs; "night spots"
and well there is one more thing on my agenda.;; a bromidic; boring; dull; tedious activity in which i must take part...
lets face it. we must turn to the unpleasant suprise hiding behind door number 5. at least 3 hours of writing; typing; and studying.
In the end; though; it will all pay off. at the end of the year when i am riding that 4.0 GPA my parents will be tickled pink. on cloud nine. overjoyed. exubberated. to put it plainly; they will be happy. and whats better? I will recieve a bonus on my credit card when i FINALLY travel to the promised land of blissful; white; heaven. High Cascade. Yes; I am constantly talking about it. The one place I think about daily. The land of summer snowboarding. and only snowboarding. No treachurous; aggrivating skiiers. Now I am not saying that if you ski I would be happier if you jumped off a cliff. goodness no. I am just saying that if you ski; dont come with me. Skiiers on the slope annoy me beyond belief; they cant go straight down and they think they can be all bamf with their tricks in the park. No. not happening; the park is for snowboarders. got it? good.
One more thing I forgot about high cascade; guys. lots of hot guys. snowboarders are always totally chill guys that are in shape and have amazing hair. what more could i ask for? its like dreamland for me. que the winking face. on the topic of guys....
i need advice. what do you do when you like someone. but you cant. like theyre your friend and if they knew; your whole friendship would go down the drain? I dont know; and i dont want to know. Because my current solution to this problem is that i am going to forget i like him. after all; i dont really care. im trying to be more laid-back.
so just let it roll our time is fleeting so we take control
