and if it was time well spent
.paramore.
yes, another couplet of song lyrics have entered into my blog. (you can almost TASTE the cliche-ness; huh?)
anyways. anywho. anyhow.
im on here typing up a blog at a mere 9:30 in the A.M. I have a strong feeling that most people in this world are sleeping;; but then again;; those people are missing out on some of the greatest things that happen in the morning. But to tell you the truth; on this morning there is nothing more than the sharpness of a parents voice and the bleakness of the sky crying out in depression for no reason. Ever felt like the weather is affected my your mood? Because this morning, when i woke up i was happy as can be. but now after i found out that one of my good friend's dad has cancer; the sky has turned a dismal dark and i fear that this is the beginning of another set of rollercoaster rides which, in turn, will lead me to spiral downward because of endless drama and fights. as much as i have that gut feeling eating me up inside;
i pray it isnt true.
so my little tidbit of lyric has a reason in this totally pointless blog.
it is that as the days roll by and the year is starting to end;
my parents have made it more and more apparent that if i dont recieve straight A's;;
i am undoubtedly SCREWED. reason? the one subject which is holding me back;; is
quite possibly the most subject EVER. and i fear that recieving one of those shiny; golden; ticket to paradise- A's is next to impossible. If my past three quarter grades add up to become a 91.35;;
how; may i ask; am i supposed to get good enough grades on fourth quarter and my final exam to make that grade climb the ladder a length 2.65 points?!
i do believe we need a miracle.
BUTBUTBUT;if the school board grows some brains and common sense and change our grades....
then i will EASILY have straight A's. yay.
so i guess now its just a working-guessing-hoping-waiting game huh?
now; for addressing the CRAZY time i call friday night. can you say drinking?!
gosh. and then theres the whole;; "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!"
and in fact; i wasnt thinking. but hey;; i might not rememeber much; but it was fun.
that is kind of what happens when high school freshmen are stuck in a place like
fairfax county
oh well. you only live once; so live it right.
.........am i right?
or am i just being anothe immature freshman who might be throwing away her whole future because shes too interesting in getting drunk to focus on getting A's and being an editor?
Everybody trying to get away from this town,
yeah they don’t wanna rest they think it’s the best
If we get the hell right out of this town we will never rest
you can rest when your dead
Run away determined to stay have the night to keep her hangovers at bay
I shouldn’t go but I lost my judgment
oh, I shouldn’t go but I lost my judgment
How many days do you live your life?
How many ways can I live mine?
.hitthelights.
oh. just a little DYK for ya'll...
HIGH CASCADE COUNTDOWN = 68 DAYS.
(:
bring on the good stuff. ;D
